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Betrayal, pain, suffering, and forgiveness.

Sun Nov 8, 2009, 1:28 AM
I've been betrayed countless times in my life. And always by people I'm close to. People I've opened up to and trusted. They stab me in the heart, and think nothing of it. I still haven't recovered from any of these things, that's how bad they are.

And now I'm supposed to forgive them.

I don't care who tells me to, I refuse. I will not say "it's okay to do that" by forgiving them.

Besides, how is forgiving them supposed to help me get over it??

Why the hell should I give them a pat on the back, when they tore me in half!? Since when do they even regret it?? They WANTED to! They still do it to other people!!

WHAT ABOUT ME!? WHAT DO I GET!?

  • Mood: Pain

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:iconmorbid-industries:
thank you muchly for the favorite. :) :+fav:

:heart:

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Morbid Industries
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:iconjichan13:
thnks for the fav!

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"Infinite time stops its heartbeat, and people are soundlessly consumed by fire, not a single soul notices as the world becomes dislocated and is engulfed by the flames of the Crimson Realm"
:iconootdega:
yep.

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Me: Hey, what would happen if I shot you in the face?
Brother: I would die.
Me: Oh... You sure?
Brother: Pretty sure.
Me:.....You wanna try it out, just to be sure?
Brother: Nope, I'm good.
:iconblackroses22:
Thank you very much for faving ^^

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There's nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and open a vein.

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:iconkatt-dono:
Thanks for the fav~:heart: oh and by the ways~ You faved a bi persons work ;) (read yer journal) I do hope get over that, I'd love to be your friend

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:batman: sucks!! >0
Joker rules! :love:
....Why so serious..? let's put a smile on that face..~:heart: :blush:

92% of teens moved on to rap music.
If you're part of the 8% that rock out everyday, put this in your signature.
:iconootdega:
*sigh* I'm trying. As long as I'm not exposed to it, I'm fine.

Usually it's the "OMGILUBBY <3333" all over their journals and status messages that pushes me away. I can't do that.

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Me: Hey, what would happen if I shot you in the face?
Brother: I would die.
Me: Oh... You sure?
Brother: Pretty sure.
Me:.....You wanna try it out, just to be sure?
Brother: Nope, I'm good.
:iconkatt-dono:
^ ^ Hehe, I'll keep these things in mind (although I don't do them, really) Most of us just love to show our. . . well, love. I'm sorry :( maybe talking with me can help?

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:batman: sucks!! >0
Joker rules! :love:
....Why so serious..? let's put a smile on that face..~:heart: :blush:

92% of teens moved on to rap music.
If you're part of the 8% that rock out everyday, put this in your signature.
:iconootdega:
I dunno. I'm not on the computer very often. How would we talk?

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Me: Hey, what would happen if I shot you in the face?
Brother: I would die.
Me: Oh... You sure?
Brother: Pretty sure.
Me:.....You wanna try it out, just to be sure?
Brother: Nope, I'm good.
:iconkatt-dono:
Just whenever your online, send a reply. :) Unless you had a different idea? :shrug:

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:batman: sucks!! >0
Joker rules! :love:
....Why so serious..? let's put a smile on that face..~:heart: :blush:

92% of teens moved on to rap music.
If you're part of the 8% that rock out everyday, put this in your signature.

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